Entry: Sophomore Fall Schedule..and some expected rambling 5.18.2005



 Section ID/Title  Instructor  Credits  Call Number  Days  Time  Start/End Dates  Site/Building/Room
 PHL - 101-02
INTRO TO PHILOSOPHY
 Srinagesh, Sampurna  3.00  11478  MWF 09:00 - 09:50AM   09-06-05
12-30-05
 Main Campus
A GR 1 206
 ANT - 351-02
READ:CRITICAL LATINO STUDIES
 Ramirez, Josue  3.00  10863  MWF  01:00 - 01:50PM  09-06-05
12-30-05
 Main Campus
A GR 1 107
 BIO - 221-01
ANATOMY & PHYSIOLOGY I
 Gavlik, Steven  3.00  10074 MWF 12:00 - 12:50PM  09-06-05
12-30-05
 Main Campus
K GR2 227
 BIO - 223-01
ANATOMY & PHISIO LAB I
STAFF  1.00  10096  T  02:00 - 04:50PM  09-06-05
12-30-05
 Main Campus
L GR 2 334
 NUR - 240-01
HLTH ASSMNT/LIFE SPAN
 Howe, Carole J  2.00  10755 R  09:00 - 10:50AM  09-06-05
12-30-05
 Main Campus
T 115
 NUR - 241-03
HLTH ASSMNT/LIFE SPAN LAB
 STAFF  1.00  10760  R  01:00 - 04:00PM  09-06-05
12-30-05
 Main Campus
T 203
 
             
 BIO - 251 - 01  MEDICAL MICROBIOLOGY  Ventetuolo,
Alan J
 3.00  10066    TR    11:00AM - 12:15PM  09-06-05
12-30-05
 Main Campus
K GR2 227
 BIO - 361 -03  MEDICAL MICROBIOLOGY LAB  Ladino,
Cynthia A
 1.00  11810  T  05:00 - 07:50PM  09-06-05
13-30-05
 Science and Engineering
330

 
I'm secretary for the Asian Student Association and for Circle K as of the coming fall.  yay, that'll look good on my resume.  as a freshman, that's pretty good.  let's see if i can handle everything.  i'm living in Oak Glen, in 8300C.  as a girl, i'm lucky to be living there, cause a lot of girls wanted that building..not a lot of guys did though.  there are a lot more juniors than sophomores in there, but i'm glad i have a few friends in there already.  couple of girl and guy friends.  sadly, the group i'm usually with split up.  when i brought up that i'm not lookin forward to next year cause it won't be the same, my ex agreed and optimistically added that i should try to make it better.  he'll always know to say the right things.

yesterday, when i was studying for my last final..soc, my mind was preoccupied with hoping that my ex would say bye to me.  he did online, but i kinda wished that i would see him before he left.  i was at least happy that he said something to me...not like we totally don't talk, but still.  anyway, while i was walking to my final and studying at the same time, i heard my name, and i looked back...it was my ex in the passenger seat of a car, and i just stared at him..not so sure why it took so long to register that it was him.  i think i already expected him to have left already, or i was just caught off guard.  but then i was more relaxed and satisfied that we saw each other before he left for the summer.  i know i'll be livin in the suite next to him in the fall, but still.  one day i'll learn to really get over it.  i hafta admit i'm making some sort of progress, but not enough.  i still cry sometimes, but a few min of quick big tears, and i'm done.  i was re-reading part of the entry i wrote bout that bad dream i had, and that was just before my ex broke up with me.  i feel like it was a foreshadowing that i didn't pick up on.  and it's just a coincidence.  i'm writing bout it now, way after we broke up, cause i never actually updated on that.  i'm talkin bout my ex, but i never said before that we broke up.  yup, the night before asian new year.  it was memorable..the whole thing - before, during, after goin out.  i think i was lucky to have him and not this asshole as my first boyfriend.  exclusive is the way to go.  i'm the insecure jealous type, i think..yea.  way too sensitive to handle knowin that someone i'm dating is dating other people too.  that's what i like bout "going out"..it's just knowing that you have each other and don't hafta share til you break up. i like talkin bout relationships.  i feel like when i find that mental connection, it's not fair to have a physical relationship, cause it would ruin things.  it'd be too awkward.  but when there's a physical relationship, i don't think it's fair NOT to have a mental connection..it's just too bad.  i wonder if i'll think i'm naive when i read all this stuff later on.  i mean, i'm still fairly young, so i might not really know what i'm talkin bout.  chances are that i'll forget bout this blogdrive or anything else that i'm subscribed to online..the fads.  i mean, i swear sometimes that i'm already senile.  even people i hang around with get that way.. but only when around me.  yup, i make people old and forgetful..sometimes stupid......or maybe smart, cause i'm a lot more stupid since i got to college.  i found that i sound and am ditzy sometimes too--WhatTheHell!  oh yea, i have some blond moments AND some gray moments (gray hair=older..).  okay, a lot of people i met this year already figured out i like to tell a lot of corny jokes, and i'm easily amused.  but sometimes i take things too seriously too, and i dwell on things.  there's more about me, but i thought i'd just put those things out there for now.  oh boy, i'm talking a lot again.  and i've lost my ability to reflect in story form.  oh well.  i guess it's just a way for me to talk without seeming like i'm talkin to myself.  hi Me! 
will someone buy me a tricked out car?  i prob won't drive it til after i'm 21, but at least it'll look even nicer untouched!..i know nobody will buy me a car, but i just asked anyway.  i love lookin at cars!  i can't wait til the car show next year for ASA!  it's gonna be a grand ol' time!  oooh, that reminds me of the beginning of first semester.  i put on my away message something like "out with Jack D..we're gonna have a grand ol' time!"  and dan asked janet if i was goin out on a date, but really, i was just goin to hang out with some friends in pine dale with a bottle of jack daniel's whiskey.  i drank that stuff for three nights in a row..that was during the riots during the world series, i think, or was it before that?? i don't member.  anyway, that stuff tasted worse than the cheap vodka!  i had some twisted smirnoff watermelon stuff, and that wasn't so bad.  but i have sensitive taste buds, so i could still taste the alcohol.  i want this iced tea thing that comes in glass bottles.  i don't member what kind it was, but it was gooood.  don't know if couldn't taste it cause i was gettin a cold or if i was already drunk, but that was the best stuff so far that i've had.  ooh and i had a margarita the night before my chem final.  i think it had rum.  it was a strawberry daiquiri...can't spell.  i'm sick of malibu rum..i shouldn't have bought such a big bottle.  it's just  something to have once in a while..i know that now.  anyway, i don't know why i'm talkin bout drinkin.  i don't miss it.  it feels nice, and sometimes it leads to fun, but sometimes it's just pointless.  i dont' think i'll be drinkin much next year.  i didn't drink that much during my freshman year, but more than i told myself to.  oh, and i wonder if i'll still gamble next year too.  prob won't have time.  oh well.  it's best that i don't get too into these things, or i'll get addicted and won't have control.  and i didn't go to college to drink and gamble.  i feel like i worked harder than a lot of people, but i still didn't work hard enough.  things should change next year for the better.  now i must be boring you, as i tend to do. alright. no fancy ending. bye now!

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