WARNING: THE FOLLOWING MAY NOT BE FOR MALE EYES, ESPECIALLY IF SAID MALE(S) GET DISGUSTED EASILY BY FEMININE...THINGS (haha, couldn't think of a better way to put it)
okay, here i go. stop reading if you don't wanna know bout a gynocolegy exam.
anyway, went to the gyno for the first time today. had my first pap smear test done. it felt like a tampon went in, and then it felt like there was a cotton swab taken to take a sample. not sure. but yea... it didn't hurt at all. and i wasn't even mildly discomforted. not sure if it's something to share. but it's a normal thing, so i figure it shouldn't be that big a deal. also, for the ladies who haven't experienced this quick test, it's just a way to show that it doesn't hurt. now i wonder bout the male ob/gynos...how do they explain, "now, this is gonna feel like a tampon". would they have stuck a tampon and that instrument inside themselves at one point before, just to know what it feels like? i sure do wonder a lot. and i feel like i talk too much sometimes. like when jef was driving me home and back to school one time, i was talkin so much cause i didn't want silence at all. i wanted it to feel like whenever marc drove me. both cars had music in the background, but i felt it was missing a constant flow of convo, which resulted in my talking. Now i just realized that i talked bout a pap smear and mentioned both jef and marc's names in the same entry..same paragraph too. for that, i am sorry. it's just how it happened. i guess anyone who didn't read past the warning wouldn't have gotten this far to read anyway. wonder if anyone really would stop reading after the warning. personally, that would intrigue me to read on. i don't know. i'm a curious person.
anyhowever, it feels good to be talkin to people back home, while talkin to people from cities scattered all over the place. i know i talk to more people from school though. i'm just used to that cause i'm in school mode all the time. it's easier to keep in contact with those surrounding you. but i'm starting to reaquaint myself with some good friends and aquaintances back in "q-town". haha, that reminds me of my friend katelyn sayin "quincy town" one time cause her boyfriend always calls it "q-town".
..tell me, how do i always manage to bore myself with my own entries?? *stopping riiiiiiiiight......HERE